//___twinns forever*.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

zzz. im tired like anything. fell down countless times yesterday at bkt panjang govt high, kept on colliding with the GS/GA/WA/C and played badly because stamina started to go at the third quarter [muscle ache from bishan park cum 4 rounds around the track cum running all over the place from soccer] teamwork with geri was not that good but got better towards the end, i guess we need to communicate better and stuff because we kept on chasing the same shooter and forgetting the GA at the back. and kaiqi was concocting all the evil plots that BPGH would do and stuff [man, she said she had the feeling that someone would fall down and i did]

and ms hainee didnt go! which was quite sucky because thiock just stood there and gave duh comments. i think we are closed to ms hainee than ms chung now lorh. shes damm funny one. haiya. score was darn bad larh. 32 - 11, but we are in q finals, hope we dont get kranji and hope we all recover from the weird injuries. and BPGH was actually quite nice [contrary to kaiqi's beliefs] and they offered us sweets and stuff :D and i think we are so...thick skinned, because normally all those schools who lose will hurry up go home, but we took our time there to change warm down and even took their food. ohno i feel guilty now. rofl.

man i felt that if ms hainee was there to tell us stuff we could have drew or stm, because the last qtr we tied them at 5 - 5. the first qtr was the most horrible one, 10 - 0, because we didnt expect it. but still its good experience larh, next time when we meet them we will defeat them! and i'll go get my interceptions correct.

we screened our lit film already! ms lim said it was well done. honestly i didnt expect it cause there were bloopers in the film itself and we felt that it was too bright to effectively scare. but still, leening rocks! whoohoo. she did all the cool editing and stuff. grins. tomorrow has another round. so far we screened ours, kim's really funny bollywood [andrea dancing around was damm funny and unexpected] and wenting's chick flick [ i like rach chang as the gay banquo! HAHA] tmrow we have two documentaries and monkey's sci fic which promises to be good [and the one which idiot lichen and i were supposed to be doing together] but ohwells! i think our horror is still darn cool. grins.

q-finals! cant wait. its at kallang and i hope ms hainee follows us down. we took a raffles A picture at BPGH. hopefully that is our first and LAST defeat.

school feels quite dead. its lessons and lessons and all the knowledge just swimming around the classroom until you feel quite dazed. sometimes the only lessons that i really enjoy are LIT, SS and PE [when chee is not talking] i think maths with mrs chew is blurry. and the worse is chem with banmian. i dunno, but everyone seems really pissed with her. she was nicer today, but maybe she was struck by the quote which i think i know who wrote. it said:

a gentle word can turn away wrath
an angry word stirs up anger

or something to that extent. and im supposed to be doing ss/chem titration thingo/call LSL guy, but im just slacking here and listening to my muscles complain. and on the verge of snoozing too. i dunno, but now i would like to think i live for netball. like again. but then after this is back to the apathetic i cant really care anymore state. i dunno, but its true, for a moment i completely lost all interest and it was really scary to let go of something that has been part of half the secondary school life. zzz. its crazy, its nuts, its best not to love a sport too much or else you will go crazy from trying. too much of something is bad for you. chocolate only tastes good when its deprived. well its a matter of the same principle. winning feels good when deprived, so much that we work so hard to try and reach toa payoh when we arent going to be recognized. well. sad but true, and stupid all the same. and then all it will become is just a mention on the cca report saying, schools challenge 2006. and all the work is reduced to such.

pah. ranting about netball is weird. how do you love and hate something?

grrrawwwhhh. my hand hurts, it seems i cant even take such minor cuts. 0.o its not even if i scraped my knee or something. and im gonna be extra careful at kallang, i have some weird jinx there which says that mel must at least fall down and scrape her knee seriously when she is there. diaos. i hear lichen cackling in the distance. mutters.

ss, chem, lsl. ss, chem, lsl.

chucks them out of the window.

what else is there to talk about?

what is THERE to talk about?

im frustrated with LSL, im on the last straw, the only insane person is mel who is treating it like the end of the whole world. its like something EVERYONE can convieniently forget. zzz. and its not like i do not have chem pt, RS, and netball matches to get through. next week is ONE HELL OF A TIME.

the twinn posse x
4:01 PM